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Name: Binh
Birthday: 2/17/1984
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Thursday, September 28, 2006


Monday, June 19, 2006

this is a copy from one of my friend that knows how i'm feeling..

do you ever feel happy but at the same time uneasy. maybe its different aspects of my life that make me feel  both emotions at the same time...

do you ever feel like your not enough even though people say you are but then actions most of the time speak louder than words... and their actions often contradict what they say.

do you ever wanna just scream at the top of your lungs without really making a noise, but hoping someone hears you.

do you ever fall asleep at night knowing everything will be okay in the morning.

do you ever feel the great happiness one can bring to your life, hoping you do the same.

do you ever wanna just be loved.

do you ever keep going with positive hopes n dreams so clear that when u focus too much.. its all just a blurr.

do you ever smile with your eyes.

do you ever smile but mean to frown, or vice versa.

do you ever show the ones you care about... that you love them not just care for them.

do you ever wonder how long it will take for that day to come.

do you ever really stop and smell the roses... completely.

do you ever feel so insecure with some people but totally secure with others.

do you ever step into another persons shoes and really see how it is to be them.

do you ever cry for no reason at all but do it to feel like you are capable of feeling.

do you ever wonder what is wrong and right with yourself

do you ever hope that someone who shouldnt have to prove themself to you,  do it anyways... just to make sure.

do you ever wanna rush so bad that u actually go slow.

do you ever wonder if my xanga entries are about you or relate to you

becuz i do... i do all these.


Monday, November 07, 2005

I’m warning you guys in advance…the entry you guys are about to read…might not make sense…I’m just gonna be rambling on about things on my mind…so bare with me..

one day it will all make sense....if you think about things are events that happen in your life...what do you think about?...do you think about what you did?..the actions you took?...or do you think about the outcome...the reactions...the aftermath??...is there a way you can prevent things from reoccurring?...i mean people usually learn from their mistakes…or their actions…but what if you’re in a situation that you never been in before?...something new….something different….nothing out of the ordinary…but something you’re not use to…I mean…you just never thought you’ll be in that predicament…but…you found yourself in it….some people might say…things happen for a reason…but come on now…sometimes you need to step back from everything…and be like…*wat the fuck..are you serious?...what kind of reasoning can explain for what is happening*…to be honest…I think its just all twisted….some people believe in fate…some people don’t…I believe that you’re more destined to make your own fate…than leave it in the hands of *higher power*…to run your life….blah blah…cant we all just get along…cant we just be happy?....can you just be happy?....sometimes I wish I don’t think too much…sometimes I wish I can just sit back…and take things as it goes…but nope…not me….i have to get involve…I have to put my foot in the door…make my own destiny…make things more complicating than they really are….i think I let my emotions get the best of me….blah…I know I’m a social person…I know I like to talk a lot…but how come its so hard to talk to some people…maybe its becuz you’re afraid to make a fool out of yourself…maybe you’re afraid to make a mistake…damn…I know how that feels…making a fool out of yourself…seeing how stupid you look…dude..its not fun…blah….i guess you cant please everyone….sometimes you cant even please yourself….you make decisions that you think are good for you…or good for everyone…but you’re wrong…its not good for NO ONE!!...and that sucks…cuz you gotta live with it…this past month…I’ve been making a lot of mistakes…acting on impulse…not thinking through my actions…taking chances..making mistakes…doing things I shouldn’t do…why?...i really don’t know…don’t know wat to say…all I know is that I’m twisted in this game…i need to get myself back together….somethings are just too good to lose…or not have in your life…time will tell….time will tell me how things are suppose to be…how things can be…how things ought to be….we’ll see how this goes....

to be honest…this isn’t over…this isn’t done…its just a beginning…trust me..its not the end…so don’t worry….we’ll be okay..just think…its just a time…where you can relax…not worring about anything….not worry about me…so trust me…I’ll see you around…SMILE…cuz you are often unaware of the effects you have on others…its not good bye…its see you later…


Wednesday, October 12, 2005

hmmm so i guess i've been called out by some people on this whole random facts thing...i dont know how much facts i'm suppose to do...but all i know is that i dont know who to tag...so if you're reading this...TAG...YOU'RE IT...

1) i live with my ex girlfirend, we're best friends of course...so dont worry its not weird...

2) i've gain about 40 pounds since high school (but i think everyone does...except sam...who actually has never ever been lighter)

3) i'm afraid to speak vietnamese becuz i have a different dialect than most vietnamese people...so therefore..i think i sound terrible and that nobody would understand me...oh yea...i'm not that great in vietnamese to start out with..

4) i cannot swim....i attempted 2 years ago...but i dont think it went that well...was able to float and stay above the water for a bit..but then...i start losing it...yea...i cannot swim

5) i love to cook...i'm not the greatest...but i love making my own food...when you eat something that you made...it just taste that much better..unless you messed up and yea...then it might not taste that great...but i love to cook...bake...watever you can do in the kitchen..

6) i have many phrases that i repeat a lot...some would be....*whoop whoop* (theres some arm/hand that goes with it...ask me and i'll show you it...trust me..its bomb..).....then theres....*i aint gonna lie*...and then theres...*but i'm just saying*...well you get the picture..

7) i wanna say i eat a lot...but then most of you guys already know that....but still...i tend to eat a lot...i use to be the human garbage disposal...yea yea....my stomatch sticks out like no other now...

8) i have a brother that goes to UCI with me....he's nothing like me...maybe the humor part...but overall...we're totally a different person...but its all good...thats what makes a great family....the diversity we have in the famiy makes us GREAT!!

9) this will be my 4th year at UCI...and this will be my 3rd year living with MAN LY...wat a friend..we've known each other since HS...and yea...i'm glad i can call him my friend....he is a great guy....sometimes..i climb into his bed at night...and yea...lol...

10) i got my car a year ago...its a 2001 honda accord...4 doors....its dark green...and i named it...SKITTLES

11) i've been to vietnam twice....and i'm the only one in my family that have seen my moms parents before they past away...so sad....but yea...i dont think im anticipating on going back anytime soon

12) i was fingered printed and i guess arrested when i was a freshman in high school...if you wanna know what happened just asked...you never know...i might just be that krazy!!

13) i am a proud member of VSA!!! UCI Vietnamese Student Association...yay!!..go VSA!!

14) i use to wear fake glasses...cuz i thought glasses were cool...so i had a pair that the lens were just glass....so yea...pretty geeky huh?

15) i have two screenname that i go on...but i only talk on one....i use the other one becuz i exceeded the limit on my main screenname

ok ok..thats enough...i cant think of anythign else to right...there is no order in my list...i guess it just popped into my head...but yea...if you're reading this...i guess its your turn to respond to it...alrite..i'm out...


Saturday, October 08, 2005

its been awhile...but i aint gonna be recapping my life...just taking it back to old school..the way i use to post i guess...lets see how this goes...

do you guys ever felt that the decisions you come up with are bad ones?...do you ever think about possible outcomes before you do wat you're gonna do?...how come you're always unsure of things you do?...shouldnt you be more positive that your decision is a good one?...that you're doing whats best for you?...or should it be wats best for them?...or is it wats best for everyone?....how can you do something to please everyone?...i find it very hard...in the end someones gonna be disappointed...someone isnt gonna be coming out with a smile...but then someone else is gonna be happy...someone is enjoying the outcome of everything....but then does that mean you made the *right* decision?...is it the right decision becuz someone is happy?...or is it right becuz thats wat society as a whole believes in?...but whos living your life?...you or society?...what makes you happy?...does society care if you're happy?...or do you care if society is happy?...i dont think you can keep anyone happy...you try your best...thats all you can do...sometimes you just gotta do wat you wanna do...sometimes you gotta piss someone off...to make things right...make things good..make things fine and dandy...i'm not saying you should piss people or...or make them dislike your decision..and wat you do with your life....but i'm just saying...there's not a clear cut answer to justify your action...sometimes you just gotta be spontaneous...and random.....i would like to put it in this way...*stop licking balls*...you gotta put yourself out there....get away from the norms and be adventurous...unless you care wat people think...or peoples feelins....damn..tough one....too much caring going around....people are too caught up worrying about wat other people think of them...rather than doing things that make them happy....but then again...people are happy with the fact that they are pleasing other people...i gotta say...most decisions are selfish ones....people make them to benefit themselves.....but i think thats just human...to do wats best for you...to do something that benefits you as a person..or does it?...does it really benefit you as a PERSON?...i mean..damn..people are very judgemental these days...i dont know....ask yourself that....ARE YOU MAKING THE RIGHT DECISION?...

yea..i gotta go...being distracted..laters..until next time...bye..



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