do you ever feel happy but at the same time uneasy. maybe
its different aspects of my life that make me feel both emotions at
the same time...
do you ever feel like your not enough even though people
say you are but then actions most of the time speak louder than
words... and their actions often contradict what they say.
do you ever wanna just scream at the top of your lungs without really making a noise, but hoping someone hears you.
do you ever fall asleep at night knowing everything will be okay in the morning.
do you ever feel the great happiness one can bring to your life, hoping you do the same.
do you ever wanna just be loved.
do you ever keep going with positive hopes n dreams so clear that when u focus too much.. its all just a blurr.
do you ever smile with your eyes.
do you ever smile but mean to frown, or vice versa.
do you ever show the ones you care about... that you love them not just care for them.
do you ever wonder how long it will take for that day to come.
do you ever really stop and smell the roses... completely.
do you ever feel so insecure with some people but totally secure with others.
do you ever step into another persons shoes and really see how it is to be them.
do you ever cry for no reason at all but do it to feel like you are capable of feeling.
do you ever wonder what is wrong and right with yourself
do you ever hope that someone who shouldnt have to prove themself to you, do it anyways... just to make sure.
do you ever wanna rush so bad that u actually go slow.
do you ever wonder if my xanga entries are about you or relate to you
becuz i do... i do all these. |